It is the wee hours
of the morning over here and I am up about rooting around for some protein and
taking some gentle laps around my house. Healing from a bilateral mastectomy
takes focus and intention and it’s not all that predictable what I might want
or need at any given moment! That said, all the basic ingredients: food, water,
rest, deep sleep, quiet hours, healthy food, a handful of the right supplements
are all going far. The secret ingredient of course is love, which I seem to
have in spades. Pouring in from around the world in the form of emails, cards,
little gifts, flowers, soup, backrubs, prayers, reiki, you name it really,
I could not be more bathed in the love and affection of people whose
lives I have apparently touched- including yours. Thank you for your lovely
poster, your get-well cards and your Valentines, all brightening up my kitchen, an entire room that has been transformed
into a kind of a giant love letter to me. My spirits are lifted and my heart is
full; should my mood try to flag, it simply cannot.
What can I tell you
about this part of my story? As students of homeopathy, naturopathic medicine
or simply life, I want you to hear this at the very deepest level. Everything
you know, everything you do, every way in which you touch the lives of other
people- your family, your friends, those in your community, your patients…..
matters and it matters that you give of yourself in ways that are authentic to
you, but don’t hold back, don’t be stingy! Couch your work in this kind of
posture, find ways to contribute and to give back, remember always that a
generosity of spirit will fill your life with gladness, you will never regret
giving of yourself. And remember in the clinic, that all the knowledge and
information and ability to apply it correctly is essential but that it should
always be offered with a loving and caring heart.
I also want to
thank you for holding Paul in your thoughts and for being present to him during
the NESH weekend. Of course it was not easy for him to leave my side during
these times, but I pushed him to do it. First of all it gave members of my
extensive local support team a chance to step up and well, we hate to
disappoint our students! We both hope you learned a bunch and Paul will look
forward to seeing you next time.
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